Research Update and a Request

As some of you already know, I've got a new research project. I'm going to be reverse-engineering and then hopefully modifying and improving a technomagical device known as a Babalon Matrix, which is based at least in part (possibly entirely, but it's too early to say that for sure just yet) off of Orgone technology.

Now that I've had the chance to study the device closely and get information on its construction, I'm going back and researching more on the theory behind orgone devices and their construction, to help me see what principles of orgonomy have been used in the Matrix. I've already found a lot of interesting information, but I am also finding an entire culture steeped in paranoia and what I would tend to consider "psychic warfare syndrome"... a lot of astral battles going on that may be with tulpas/constructs created by their own fears, and little more. I think I've moved past that stage in my own development, but at the same time I have never had to immerse myself in a culture of it before. Thus, the reason for this post: watch me, please. Help keep me grounded if it seems like I'm starting to drift into paranoia. You guys know me, you know how obsessed I get with my research projects, and that's cool... but if that obsession looks like it is starting to go in unhealthy directions, try to get me to back off from it for a while and get myself back into a better headspace. I'm going to try to keep an eye on myself too.

I may end up posting a lot of the material on orgone that I find in my research here. Not sure yet about the plans for the matrix itself... I'm still working on contacting the original designer, and his wishes will have a large bearing on that unless I make significant changes to the device or learn that its design is already commonly available under another name in orgonomy circles.