Damn it....

Yeah, so, all my plans just got blown to hell. So much for my ability to read the Flows. All the job openings in the world being available don't make one whit of difference at the moment. My mom just got the job in Minnesota.

Already my schedule is riddled with the results of that... tomorrow I have to go do banking and foodshopping for the household. Friday and Saturday I have to watch my grandmother while my father and mother go shopping for the things my mother will need. Sunday I might have free, but then on Monday at 5am I have to drive my mother to the airport. Then on Friday of that week I have to pick her up again. Then the monday after that I have to drive her to the airport once more to head back out there. Then my father has a doctor's appointment on the 23rd, and I have to pick her up from the airport again on the 25th. No clue when she goes out again, but probably that following monday, the same day my father has another doctor's appointment.

In the long term, as long as my mother works out at the position, she'll have a permanent job either in Minnesota or Ohio, and will be trying to sell the place here and move my grandmother and my father out there after one or two years. She's told me that I'm going to have a decision to make then of where I'm going.... but that's bullshit. I'm not going with them, the only other place I'll be going is to live with Dusk, and any choice I make needs to be made long before then and WORKED TOWARDS in the meantime. I can't put my life on hold for another one to two years because of this crap. I'm 22 years old, I'll be 23 in February, and I'll be damned if I haven't truly started my life at a point when it's a quarter past already.

Damn, I thought I was finally on the right track...