I get the oddest sense that a certain course of action I have been considering is shifting back and forth between Des'tai and Nes'tai, though what exactly is triggering those particular changes I cannot yet see. The instability of it, and my uncertainty that I could time the action to take effect during the period when it would be Des'tai to do it, is making me hesitate for the moment. Perhaps it is not yet time... or perhaps another action would better serve me. I will consider more...
February 10th, 2004
If information I just received is correct, then congratulations are in order. Happy Birthday, and may many more follow it. :)