My life, or lack thereof...

Life is strange... I had a slight case of insomnia today, as a result of reading a site last night which got me thinking to the point where I am unable to really relax and stop thinking long enough to fall asleep. Plus, I am going to be getting a call today, and would have to get up early to get it, so I just decided to skip sleeping. That, in and of itself, is not particularly odd. Not for me anyway. I work best when I occassionally forego sleep, every few weeks or months. The weird part is that, because I am awake, my father ran over to the other house to spend the day with my mother, leaving me with a full day of watching my grandmother by myself. I really do think I'm being taken advantage of, since he does this sort of thing all the time, but at the same time it's not exactly an unreasonable request if I'm not doing anything better at the time... I dunno, something feels wrong about it but I can't really explain quite what it is.

Oh, and if anyone is wondering what site had me so intrigued that I couldn't sleep after reading it, it was the articles on the website of the program arachnophilia... lots of interesting stuff there that I highly recommend reading, having to do with things from consumerism to symbolic thought to the levels of human experience. And all otherkin will get a kick out of the Interview with an Extraterrestrial, I think. :)